I'm back blogging. I'm lost and I've got no one to understand me. It's just relationships problem which I dun even know what's going on. I'm single. And I though I would nv be in these status anymore. But I was so so wrong. Nth is 100%. I felt alone and nth seems to perk me up. Irritating guys are everywhere n so disturbing. So hypocrite and fake. I hate all these. I hate "him". How i wish he's never part of my life. I'm hating all these weeping nights. Crying on my pillow because of a guy. I hate myself for giving you chances and believing you. If only I could escape. Whatever I said is of no use. I'm not going back to this relationship anymore. I wanna start loving myself and forget about you. All i ever need is a shoulder that I can really lean on... Is that so difficult?
