On 3 Mar 2011. I had one of the worst day of my life. I burst out crying in public.
All along. i thought he's someone that can be trusted and the most honest guy i ever knew. However. i found out that he's actually seeing another girl when i was together with him. Thinking back how he used to tell me how much he loves me, i felt disgusted. He's lying between his teeth and even defend so much about himself.
Thought we are no longer together, i wish that it wasn't a third party intruder that causes us to separate. After knowing the real "truth", i wished him all the best with another girl. Perhaps, that's the only way i could do. Wishing him happy and hoping that the next girl he's gonna be with, he'll be serious and stay true to her.
As for me, single life for me is not too difficult for me. Being with him and staying single makes no difference. Perhaps i was being cheated all these while.
It's ok yeah? I'm young and i think i'm pretty. At least no one says i'm ugly. I'll love and pamper myself much more now. My priority is Work and of course my family. Giving my heart to another man is definitely not gonna be easy. It takes time and most importantly, Trust.
Time heals all wounds. And i'm still healing.
