I'm much relieve and feeling much better. After a talk and advise with Jovin. I learnt that my previous broken relationship wasn't entirely M's fault. If only I'm much more caring and doubt less. He told me" after a tired days of work, a guy would need most is a caring gf who will ask how's day at work instead of asking why this and that -and leads to a quarrel." it's so simple yet i fail to do it. I rmb how i used to quarrel everything he knocks off late and ve little time for me. And challenged him as well. Because of me kp doubting him with another girl, now, he's really with another girl. :( I can't say much now. I guess I wouldn't felt better if Jovin hasn't reminded me. Anyway, life still gonna move on. However, after this lesson, I promise to change to be a better girl and be a caring and nicer girlfriend. So just let's see how it goes. :)