I'm so sick and tired.I feel like going on a trip to relax.
Work has been fine and i've been improving lately. Trying to keep myelf as busy as possible. I guess thats the only thing to forget all my troubles.
As for him, i text him " Happy Birthday" on his 31st birthday. He just replied thank you and told me that he's away from sea. But whats the use of telling me? Afraid that i'll ask him out to celebrate and leave his "girl" that is currently with him?
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE. I'll never see him anymore. Seeing him is a pain and it just remind me of how he's hurting me and seeing someone behind my back. Nonetheless, i'm glad i've found out earlier that later part of the relationship.
I just need someone that will love me whole heartedly. Difficult? VERY. Anyway, i give up searching for my Mr Right. I shall just let nature takes it course. What's the point of finding all "not qualify" ppl around? I might just as well wait for the "qualify" to appear in my life.
I'm glad i've readers supporting me. I'll stay strong and be happy. Cheers~!
