Esther

Amar prem ami tomar

2011-08-30T01:18:00.002+08:00

It's funny and its weird.

I'm into a world of passionate and beautiful aura of love. Its something that comes from within and it's happening every now and den.

I cant say anything much but i'm ready to take a ride for it.

Amar prem ami tomar

He's getting ROM...

2011-04-27T00:54:00.002+08:00

I had one big impact in my life once more on 25 April 2011.

He's getting married. And i was kinda pissed off the way he tried to convey the message to me. He left me a miss call and when i called back, he said he was busy and hung up my phone. Few mins, he left me a message saying that he's getting ROM soon. It instantly hit me really hard.

All these months when i'm with him, he didn't utter a word about marriage to me. Neither have i met both his parents. It just lead me to think who am i and what was my status when i'm together with him all these while. Well, i wish him all the best and stay happy. That's the least i could do.

This morning on 26 April 2011, he called me using his office and said nth. All i heard was his boss is coming. I really do not understand what's all these. Trying to tell me that he's getting married and asking me to attend his wedding to see how blissful they are? Well, i'm not saint. In such a short period of time after ending our relationship, he's getting ROM with another girl SO FAST.

I dun wanna think anymore. All i wish that it wasn't so dramtic. But it was. I hope i can forget him ASAP and move on. Which i already did and doing well. Maybe he wasn't the right one for me or maybe, he's not the one at all.

As days passed...

2011-04-03T01:42:00.002+08:00

I'm so sick and tired.I feel like going on a trip to relax.

Work has been fine and i've been improving lately. Trying to keep myelf as busy as possible. I guess thats the only thing to forget all my troubles.

As for him, i text him " Happy Birthday" on his 31st birthday. He just replied thank you and told me that he's away from sea. But whats the use of telling me? Afraid that i'll ask him out to celebrate and leave his "girl" that is currently with him?

IT'S IMPOSSIBLE. I'll never see him anymore. Seeing him is a pain and it just remind me of how he's hurting me and seeing someone behind my back. Nonetheless, i'm glad i've found out earlier that later part of the relationship.

I just need someone that will love me whole heartedly. Difficult? VERY. Anyway, i give up searching for my Mr Right. I shall just let nature takes it course. What's the point of finding all "not qualify" ppl around? I might just as well wait for the "qualify" to appear in my life.

I'm glad i've readers supporting me. I'll stay strong and be happy. Cheers~!

Fading pain...

2011-03-11T01:32:00.002+08:00

Been quite busy with work recently and i was glad my sales is picking up. It's like finally!!!

I've started to forget the pain bit by bit daily. I believe in time to come, the pain of loss would soon be gone. A new love would be there to add sparks into my life. I hope this time round, i'll not occur the same mistakes that i've made. To change to be a better and understanding gf for him. Be always supportive and to lend a listening ear as much as possible.

I'm glad i've listened. ^^

Enlighten

2011-03-05T23:32:00.002+08:00

I'm much relieve and feeling much better. After a talk and advise with Jovin. I learnt that my previous broken relationship wasn't entirely M's fault. If only I'm much more caring and doubt less. He told me" after a tired days of work, a guy would need most is a caring gf who will ask how's day at work instead of asking why this and that -and leads to a quarrel." it's so simple yet i fail to do it. I rmb how i used to quarrel everything he knocks off late and ve little time for me. And challenged him as well. Because of me kp doubting him with another girl, now, he's really with another girl. :( I can't say much now. I guess I wouldn't felt better if Jovin hasn't reminded me. Anyway, life still gonna move on. However, after this lesson, I promise to change to be a better girl and be a caring and nicer girlfriend. So just let's see how it goes. :)

Being CHEATED.

2011-03-04T14:16:00.003+08:00

On 3 Mar 2011. I had one of the worst day of my life. I burst out crying in public.

All along. i thought he's someone that can be trusted and the most honest guy i ever knew. However. i found out that he's actually seeing another girl when i was together with him. Thinking back how he used to tell me how much he loves me, i felt disgusted. He's lying between his teeth and even defend so much about himself.

Thought we are no longer together, i wish that it wasn't a third party intruder that causes us to separate. After knowing the real "truth", i wished him all the best with another girl. Perhaps, that's the only way i could do. Wishing him happy and hoping that the next girl he's gonna be with, he'll be serious and stay true to her.

As for me, single life for me is not too difficult for me. Being with him and staying single makes no difference. Perhaps i was being cheated all these while.

It's ok yeah? I'm young and i think i'm pretty. At least no one says i'm ugly. I'll love and pamper myself much more now. My priority is Work and of course my family. Giving my heart to another man is definitely not gonna be easy. It takes time and most importantly, Trust.

Time heals all wounds. And i'm still healing.

Skincare FAQ Part 1

2011-02-24T00:57:00.003+08:00

Despite leaving beauty industry already, time to time, i still receive mails about ppl enquiry for skin care, hair care and body care. Some guy actually email me as well. It's kinda flattering as they were asking me and believing me whatever i recommand them. And it works, they are happy and so am i.

Well well, maybe i should post some FAQ over here. As you ppl can make a reference. Here we go:

Q: Am i suitable to use SKII? I'm only in my (16,17,18,19,20)

A: Well, it really depends. Skins at such age would normally (majority) be oily
combination. If you are enquiry about SKII, there are a couple of products you could try. It's always Cleanse, Tone and Moisturizer. It doesn't mean oily skin doesn't need a moisturizer. In fact, you need it to balance your oil & water in ur skin. You can use Facial Treatment Gentle Cleanser to wash your face. Facial Treatment Cleansing Oil to remove makeup and cleanse as well. Facial Treatment Essence to tone up your skin and lastly, Facial Clear Solution, a water-based moisturizer to hydrates your skin and regulate productions of sebum (oil).

Q: Why do i get outbreak after i use SKII?

A: Every new products that is applied to your skin, you need a certain grace period for your skin to react, accept and absorb. It normally take a few days or some, a week. But dont worry it's normal. As SKII contains high concentration of pitera (yeast), it normally helps to balance up your skin renewal to the normal 28 days. So give your skin some time to react. It would be advisable that you dont change the whole sets of products you are using, replaced it one at a time. If severe problems occurs, pls stop using and seek advise to the Beauty Consultant.

Kkz.. shall update u guys here. Coz i got too many to answer. I hope it helps. :)

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My personal life is as usual. Working and hanging our with my frenz. Nothing much. Being single is not too bad afterall. have much more time spend for myself, family and friends. But at times, it simply just got too bored and lonely. Anyway, who cares, i'll love myself even more and look out for better options out there. XOXO

2011-02-21T01:06:00.001+08:00

I once had you part of my life. Letting you entering my world and loving you with all my heart. But you simply rip if apart and trample on it. Now... I've gotta get back up and piece it bit by bit again.

Back to blog

2011-02-09T23:50:00.003+08:00

I'm back blogging. I'm lost and I've got no one to understand me. It's just relationships problem which I dun even know what's going on. I'm single. And I though I would nv be in these status anymore. But I was so so wrong. Nth is 100%. I felt alone and nth seems to perk me up. Irritating guys are everywhere n so disturbing. So hypocrite and fake. I hate all these. I hate "him". How i wish he's never part of my life. I'm hating all these weeping nights. Crying on my pillow because of a guy. I hate myself for giving you chances and believing you. If only I could escape. Whatever I said is of no use. I'm not going back to this relationship anymore. I wanna start loving myself and forget about you. All i ever need is a shoulder that I can really lean on... Is that so difficult?

Once awhile updates..

2010-08-17T21:37:00.002+08:00

Life hasn't been easy for me.. Um.. after so many things have happen. I guess i kinda grow up and begin to start thinking. I guess it's kinda late. But who doesn't go through all these?

Currently have been addictive to maple. Well, i guess i need somewhere to vent out my emotions and gaming seems to be a good choice. Seeing the cute character just makes me feel much happier.

I wanna go on a holiday. To somewhere i can relax and forget my troubles for the time being.. But the question is, where?

Day 1

2010-06-26T00:14:00.002+08:00

If only i can turn back time, i really wouldn't have done all these. But what's the point of saying all these. It's too late.

My father is contacted with liver cancer and he has less than a year to live. I couldn't believe what i heard what really going to happen to me. I regretted having heated arguments with him and making him really angry with me. Shouting, Yelling and screaming at him. I didn't have a good relationship with him at all for these past few years. But things started changing after i realise that my mum and dad did actually love me the most and love me alot. I took it for granted and didn't care how they feel.

It's all too late~! Just as i was having a better relationships with my dad, he's not going to live any longer. I still rmb celebrating his birthday the very first time. Bring our whole family to have steamboat at Vivo City. I still rmb the smiles on his face. He's happy. But... I couldn't anymore. I really wanted to celebrate his birthday every year with him. I wan to call Daddy whenever i'm home and know he'll always be there.

But wat's the point of all these now. I'm gonna lose him and i will lose him. It's the fact. Before i parted at the hospital, i give him a tight hug and smell him deeply. I wanted to rmb the smell that he has and his warmth hug. I wan to hug him everyday. I wouldn't quarrel with him anymore. I wun make him sad anymore....

I dunno how am i gonna do without him.. I'm lost...

Me and Christina AGAIN~!

2010-06-23T23:41:00.002+08:00

She's going to ION and i'll be at Peranakan Place. Will miss her lots~!

体会到了。。。

2010-06-21T01:58:00.002+08:00

我真的累了。

我深深的体会到了什么叫短暂的快乐。不要期望，就不会失望。美丽的童话是骗人的。那是世人对自己的一种安慰，一种谎言。而美好的东西是不会长久的，在美好的事物，都会变成泡影，烟消云散。

我宁愿当出什么都没有，好过现在一件一件从我身边里消失。其实，我什么都没有，是我自己把他想得太好。把一切美化了。天堂，是假的。因为天堂的背后，是空的。

我曾经上了美丽的天堂，但现在的我，狠狠的从天堂摔了下来，伤痕勒勒。爱是痛的，苦的。说是甜的，那是因为那一层糖皮而已。

“面对现实吧，一切都过去了。勇敢的面对一切，什么都没有，慢慢的一件一件找回来。

我以为认识他，是我生命里最幸福最开心的事。可是人是会变的。没有一样东西是天长地久，也没有一段感情能长相厮守。就算有，也不会是我的。短暂的幸福，也好吧。总好过从来没发生过。知足吧。

我的幸福在那里？为什么？有那么难吗？为什么不能有长久的爱？是不是因为注定没有100％的一个人。只有两个50％的人。才能在一起。而自己没有的另外50％，是靠另一半去补长短。

为什么当出让我上了天堂，现在又让我失去一切。我宁愿当出，你什么都没做。只少那些对我来说，是个惊喜，是个感动。一切美好的事已经不存在了。我只能想，只能一个人心痛。好傻。为什么对他有那么多的希望呢？对他的期望，已变成了一件件的失望了。

Day 2 of Being SHORT~!

2010-05-01T02:39:00.004+08:00

Trying to get use to short hair.. But it didn't last very long. I went back to long hair again today. LOL~! Anyway, took pictures with Christina after i "made" my hair short. Haha... LOTS of ppl email me and ask how i "made" my hair short. Well, i simply layered my hair and pinned the long hair inside my short hair. And "tata"~!

And ME~!!!!

SHORT HAIR~! I like...

2010-04-28T23:30:00.003+08:00

I went to cut my hair. It's really really short. Haha.. Anyway, i only left a few long strands which is enough to hide it inside my short hair. I dun wanna grow the whole head of hair, i still can't bare my long hair though. haha... SO, i can have long and short hair, curl and straight hair AS AND WHEN I LIKE~! Woohoo~!

It's me again...

2010-04-28T00:45:00.002+08:00

Me and Christina AGAIN~!!

It's me AGAIN~!

RIP Grandmother.

2010-04-13T19:12:00.002+08:00

My grandmother left me on 11 April 2010, 4 plus in the morning.

It was a blow to me and i knew that i've lost a loved one.

Today, i accompany my grandmother throughout her last part of her journey. It was really a heart-wrenching kinda feeling. Tears just keep rolling down and my face was literally wet. I cant hold back anymore. She's once a very important person during my childhood years. Bringing me up, feeding me and taking care of me. She was my guardian angel, siding me whenever my parents reprimand or trying to beat me. She'll use herself to shield me and protect me.

I love her.

She's a great grandmother that loves her grandchildren alot. She especially dote me the most because i was the closest to her. I was a little dragon baby in the whole family line. She always save the best for me and teaches me what was right and wrong.

After living for the past 21 years, I knew a truth about my family background. My mother was also shock about our background. We have a mix blood of a pure peranakan. My grandmother's mother a was pure peranakan. That makes me and me mother a Nonya. My brothers, a Baba. I didn't know all these things when i saw photos and birth certs of my grandmother, my grandmother's mother and grandmother's granny. Those old photos of my family tree make me kinda dumbfound when all these past few years, i thought i was just a chinese, NO wonder i had such big eyes and always mistaken as a malay. So that explains why.

I was supposed to come from a rich family too because my grandfather's dad owns a goldsmith shop. But due to some issues, the family kinda broke off due the 3 wives my grand-grandfather has. It's complicated i can say. And i was told that our family was a respectable one years back. I feel kinda proud of my family tree.

So, i'm officially half a Nonya who doesn't speaks Malay and hokkien well. -_-'''

Whatever it is, my grandmother is reunited with my grandfather, her son and her relatives. I hope she's happy and i will miss her deeply in my heart.

Random peektures~!

2010-04-10T04:01:00.003+08:00

Random pic of me recently...

Me and Christina~!

Hectic life~! Um...

Tired~!

2010-03-27T20:44:00.002+08:00

LIFE's good. That's all i can say. Being contented to what i have is all i wanna ask for. I just hope to stay it this way. Simple and easy. I hate facing fuck up issues by the family, friends n society.

I'm currently so so busy with Puppy. His just so so cute and lovable. Love every min n sec spend with him. I wonder y time passes so fast when i'm with him. Anyway, i do not wanna talk much now coz i just wanna enjoy those times happily.

So tired... Working is tired. Haiz...

The love in my life

2010-03-14T17:31:00.002+08:00

It's been quite some time. I finally know what i really want in life. And i'm glad that i've found it. My friends and girls asked me lots of time. But i always give the same ans. I've truly have no regrets right now. I'm happy and enjoying myself. Every single moment spend together.

I hope it's not a dream. Coz dream ain't so real. I hope it's not an illusion. Coz illusion have no flaws.

I've found what i want in my life. I hope there'll be no more setbacks anymore. I'm tired and sick. I just wanna lead my life really simple. I'm glad to have found you. Thanks for everything you have done.

It's HIM

2010-03-05T01:54:00.003+08:00

I knew i got to post this. Because i knew "someone" would be reading it.

I've found the "Miracle" in my life. One tt i tot i never ever in my life would have found it. Something tt i thought only happens in fairy tales and in television dramas. I dunno but it just happen.

I'm contented and couldn't ask for more. I just hope that this isn't a dream. I'm so so much in loved with it.

Loves Loves Loves... je t'aime et seulement vous.

2010 Brand New Year Brand New Start

2010-01-11T02:24:00.004+08:00

It's like really long since i've updated. It may seems that 2009 is the worst year of my life. But i welcome 2010 with open arms. To those who wrong me, accused me or backstab me, i shall just GET OVER IT~!

Because without all these, i would have never learnt or grow up. I tried but no one was there to help. No explanation or a word was heard. I really wonder y people's mind is so easily influenced. Things that heard from others could become "real" and gradually become "believes". I really dunno y. Well, world is always round, karma is always there. I shall just move on. No point staying into somewhere where i've already been condemn badly enough.

To my reader out there, i know that i've not replied to your emails because of the amount of work i had during the holidays season. And also,

I"M NO LONGER WITH KIEHL'S. ANY ENQUIRY WOULD NOT BE REPLIED OR ANSWERED.

Reasons and why will not be reveal for there are "too many" thingy knows my blog. What can i do, i was controlled for what i'm gonna write. But you know? FUCK IT~! I shall write or spam whoever that steps on my tail. If can, i would even write the full name of that fucktard.

And to those who gave me chances, i appreciate with all my heart. Thankful for what i've given. Sorry that i couldn't meet up to expectation. That's all i can say deepest.

My blog shall be revived and i shall not care bout how others think bout me. Those that DON'T belong to the premier and elite type of mind, go ahead and spam, spread and talk bout me with those moronic brains of yours. Look at yourself in the mirror. You simply "checked" all YES boxes of "Are you a IGNORAMUS person?"

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New year is coming and i wanna go shopping~!

Hectix working life

2009-11-02T02:09:00.004+08:00

Things had been going on fine. Or maybe? As i thought. Working is hectic and yet , a sense of satisfactory.

First, would like to thank a few of you guys who actually emailed, came down and bought the products from me. I hope you guys like my recommendation and continue using it. Appreciate it if you guys were to share ur experience with ur friends or relatives.

I dunno why i began to be very stringent with my performance at work. I guess i began to sense the importance and seriousness. Of coz, due to some incidents as well as peer pressure. I started to set targets which are higher den my expected targets. And i started to take it really seriously. Like right now, i cant slp. Over targets tt i cant hit today. Again back to the same old issue, MONEY~! I need money really seriously. I dunno know y. Of coz, not only money, i want to see for myself of what i'm CAPABLE at. I want to find out. So no matter what hurdle or stumbling block tt get's my way, i'll do destructions. I DUN CARE. Nothing is going to get in my way.

However, there's always this weak point tt i cant get over it. I'm just too bloody emotional. OMG~! Tt's such a big taboo to archive great things yeah? Haiz... nvm... takes time.

I started to implement my "selling IT" pattern into product. And it hell works~! Haha... Like just say the main point, focus and catch wat the customer he or she is looking for. And ALWAYS, it works. Haha... Be "kiasu" and always prepare the next step for him or her. Or think for her "future" needs. Just like in Ipods and computers, we often look for a big hard disk. But no matter how big our laptop harddisk is, we often buy another external harddisk~! Haha.. so i guess it kinda similar in a consumer's "kiasu" kinda minds. And often, think of the POSSIBLE unpredictable issues. Lol... so the more the problem he or she has, the more he or she buys. Lol.. but of coz, prevention is better den cure. And tt's so very true. * Coz i hate my 3 dark spots at my cheekbone area. See la~! Never apply sunscreen. :(

Kk.. got to slp soon. Got to work tml. Anyway, my 21st birthday is coming soon. Was thinking of how should i celebrate it. Well, maybe just a simple one will do. Um.. 29 November. Same as my girlies, Regina. *headache*

Back from Bangkok...

2009-10-22T02:42:00.003+08:00

Bangkok Trip was just purely fun and shopping like hell. Shall let the pictures do the talking...

We accommodate in a Service Apartment instead of a normal Hotel or resort. It was just plan luxury and a bird's eye view of the Bangkok City. We lived near Sathorn Street which is like a CBD area. Something like Raffles Place in Singapore. We sat in limousine that fetches us from the Airport to Escott which where we'll be staying.

Our apartment. 19 Floor~!!!

My bedroom.

It's like so comfortable lying down there. Just by lying down u can actually fall asleep within minutes. I'm no kidding... *Tested and Proven*

The very next day we woke up, we sat a train to Chutuchat and to Siam Paragon... Most of the shopping are done in Chutuchat. It was just really warm and hot.

On the second day, went to Platinum Mall and Maboomkong (MBK) for more shopping... Bought heels and some lashes at a very cheap and affordable prices.

My total loots~!

Normal life again...

2009-10-12T02:19:00.006+08:00

I suddenly love taking picture with my lapcoat. When i was young, i did have the ambition to be a doctor. I guess i watch too many shows about doctors saving patient's life. And i salute to them. Soon after that, my ambition change again. I guess everyone met the same thing too, our ambition just keeps on changing and changing. Until when we grows older, facing the reality, we make a choice and decision soon aftertt.

Being a beauty consultant has been my current and in the future ambition. I just like to be one and love to one. It's the only job you can share experience and customer's experience in skin care. Or, even make up if you are in that line. Will be heading to thailand soon and i'm looking forward to it. Haha...

Times when i'm cranky in the head...

PS: Thx to some of you guys for visiting the shops and make your purchases with me. I'm really grateful and hopes the recommendation do helps.

Settled

2009-10-06T01:50:00.004+08:00

Things seems to be settled and going on fine...

Images of those "incidents" ran through my mind when i was waiting for my verdict. I was perturbed and anxious. I couldn't think anymore... However, after clearing all those misunderstanding, i actually felt relieve. Of coz, not writing because of writing. Just felt that sometimes in life, ppl often convey or pass through messages and habitually, ppl often have misconception n misunderstood the real truth behind.

After 2 months of work, i gradually know what does commitment means. Be it anything. I was given a chance. And i think i should really treasure it. I dun wanna face rejection anymore. Seriously, it sux. Demoralise and dishearten. I was plunge down real real deep. Once though tt i would nv get back again. Sensitive i would say. Being paranoid. Insecure of ppl ard me and everyone ard me.

PS: Enquiries send once in email is enough. Dun flood my email pls. Thanks lots!

Terminal Disease

2009-10-05T01:33:00.002+08:00

My mind is totally blank. I had the kinda feeling like...

"going to the hospital and having a body checkup. Only to know that u got a terminal disease."

I really dunno what to do. I just hope everything will be fine. I'm so so scare that history will repeats itself.. I cant take another blow anymore...

Fuck it~!

2009-09-30T01:04:00.005+08:00

Reality is always the most harsh and ugly.

I finally witness it and experience myself. In this world, there's nobody you can ever trust. Because this moment they r such an angelic nice girl, the next they are such a fucking BITCH~! Happens to be that there's this R Guy which i FUCKING hate~! Who does he think he was. Well, i'm not afraid of ppl seeing this n gossip about. Well, i dun give a fucking damn shit!

To R Guy:
If u think u r some fucking big shot or being such "knowledgeable". Prove it! Stop acting like one fucktard n gossip ard bout other ppl. Where on earth did i step on ur muthafucking tail? Did you have to call to Tampines n make a confrontation about me? Did you know about the whole thing before u make that fucking call?! If u think u r such a erudite guy in the company, den pls promote urself to be a store manager or smthg. Oh~! Maybe go check the dictionary what does "erudite" means. Or maybe you can correct me if i'm wrong. You are such expertise in this. Or better still, if YOU or ur frenz happen to be reading this, you know who you r! Stop acting cute or childish ya? With such imbecilic and cocky brain of urs, i see you as moron. Yes. I mean it. For being such a SUPER KPO in our company. U certainly deserve and qualify for this _|_

Not only this R Guy. There are other's who are gossiping and spreading about ppl's personality. Have you guys got nth better to do? Pls, I hate to say this but what goes ard comes ard. If you are not afraid of getting yeast infection or severe oral ulcer as KARMA, continue whichever thing you are doing right now. I'm tired of all these "POLITICAL issue" in these industry. Fuck it~!

Those were the days...

2009-09-25T03:08:00.004+08:00

Went to facebook and saw one of my girls, Mabel uploaded a picture of me and my girlies that was taken 2 years back. Images and memories run through my mind instantly. I really started to misses those days while i'm in ITE. WE had fun, quarrels and enjoy each other companion. Play truant , Clubbing, Pubbing, Gossiping... Haiz...

I looked weird... LOL... Seems younger... Looks like i've grow old... OMG~!

BORED @ work...

2009-09-24T01:54:00.003+08:00

Been really busy with work. As usual...

Had some really good news. I was complimented by a customer whom i had actually served. I felt really happy n shocked. It was really an unexpected surprise for me. Sales had been good. Hope that everything goes smoothly.

Bored after work... Really bored...

GIRLS?! When u guys asking me out

Some picture taken with Mitchell & my girls at Grand Hyatt. Kinda miss Mitchell...

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Rare Earth

2009-09-04T00:47:00.007+08:00

Working has always been the same. Sales was alright, Still striving had in reaching my targets. Was thinking if i'm going the right way. I hope i can achieve something in my life. I find it hard. I'm just thinking why it's always so hard to please everyone. I mean i can't blame anyone for tt. Tt's life you see... Be it at work, family, relationship and friendships. Now i'm trying to balance n find a midpoint in btw all these issues. And i know i'm struggling. I need to be at at least somewhere there before moving on... And i'm just procrastinating. Haiz...

LOL...

2009-08-21T03:23:00.000+08:00

BORING!~ Haha... took some "deceiving" pictures and they sure look deceiving. MUAHAHAHA~!

Have been busy with work these few days. Work work and work. But i'm loving it. Um... Misses misses misses...

Cheesecake.

2009-08-13T13:42:00.001+08:00

OREO Cheesecake

Um.. i'll making this cake for the next anniversary or whatever birthdays tt i'm celebrating. :)

Btw guy, sry for not meeting. Will arranged my off days and meet up soon.. :)

* Never make someone your priority when you were just an option. I'll will always bear it in mind...

I need a break~!

2009-08-13T02:17:00.003+08:00

Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs.
Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers eyes.
Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers tears.
What is it else?
A madness most discreet, a choking gall and a preserving sweet.

William Shakespeare

See how those words were put in to make the poem so vivid? Um.. One of my fav actually... It kinda explain how i'm feeling right now.. Many things have happen and i do not have a direction. Lost and just felt weak. Worried about this and that.. When will it gonna end?

I wanna go aboard. To a place where i can relax and feel comfortable with. With the sea breeze blowing and caressing my cheeks. The smelt of salt and the night breeze. Indeed.. that's what i'm looking for... BUT where?

Did some self-shot pics. Especially love the eye make up that i did on the second one.

Haiz...

2009-08-10T00:58:00.001+08:00

I need a shoulder to lean on..

So so weak...

Love my work..

2009-08-08T00:50:00.003+08:00

Working was great. And i really enjoy working there.

I really love the acne product that i'm currently using.
It treats pimple miraculously. My sister who had severe acne problem, her face it's so much better now... As for me, my time to time outbreak, IT makes it go away. Glad that i'm working at such company with good product.

Not to mention their cleanser and toner.

Well, i'm sry to say that i will not mention anything about my previous job, SK II. I've no longer work there and i do not see why i need to explain about their products.
Furthermore, i've found a better skin care regime which now me, my sis n my mum is using. Perhaps different skin type and adapt ability, i would say. After trying out my company's skin care product, they all claim that my currently company products seems to work better on them... Well, maybe... Different ppl have different preferences.

For the time being, i guess i would not mention about which company i work for. The only clue that i could say was it was started since 1851.
With such long history n good reputation, i really can foresee me working really long in this company.

And if u guys really really would like to know, do feel free to email me..

Training's over...

2009-08-06T01:07:00.005+08:00

Finally, my training was over... And tml will be my very first day in one of the boutique i'm going to work. Feels excited about it as i'm wondering how would my colleague be

The currently skin care product i'm working for has started since 1851. So i guess it's kinda a big hint. Anyway, hopefully everything will soon be fine again.. .

*My dad might diagnose with Liver Cancer. I really do not know wat to do. He has 2 tumor in his liver and one is as big as 2cm. I know my dad is aware but he chose not to tell us. I got this news from my sister, whom took his check up memo and asked one of her teacher. I'm really lost. I do not know if i can tell my mum, coz i know she will not be able to take it. I just hope everything will be fine, For all i know, i've been crying ever since i got to learn this news...

2nd day @ Funan

2009-08-01T01:17:00.004+08:00

Today was my second day at Funan show. Sales was alright.. not much crowd. Hopefully will be better tml. I felt tt i'm such an IT girl.
I know quite a handful of people from NEWSTEAD company. Which are fairly distributed at Tampines Mall, Sim Lim Square, Funan IT Mall and Jurong Point. Not to mention people that i once worked with which are in companies like Harvey Norman, Best Denki and Audio House. LOL~! No wonder when people wanna buy IT stuff or electrical components, they LOOK FOR ME~! Haha...

Well, i guess that's not bad too. Haha... Coz i always managed to buy those stuff at cost price or staff price. And u noe wat? That really helps to save LOTS OF MONEY~! If u say no, den u guys are really wrong. Haha...

I would especially like to thank these 2 guys which met at this Funan show. They are part-timers for Newstead. I'm really happy when they literally bought Happy Meal to eat and help me to get the Hello Kitty toys. LOL~! I just requested and really thankful to them for buying a "not full" meal. Thank lots yeah? Haha...

Gotta work hard for sale again.. Um... Anyway if u guys are interested in getting a laptop, do come down to Funan IT Show on Sat and Sun. It's the last 2 days of the show. U can really get cheap and good deals there.. As for me, i'm selling apple. People who are interested in getting a Mac, iMac or Ipod, do come down too. I've got really good deals for you. See you guys~!

My legs felt like it's gonna break~! Gosh...

Funan Show

2009-07-31T01:45:00.002+08:00

Was working at Funan IT Show for NUBOX.

It's feels so good. Familiar people n friends. MIss those old days in Sim Lim where after work, we come out to have fun and complain bout these and that.

Sold 3 units today and kinda proud of myself.

PS: Enjoy working with you guys~!
PSS: Thx Ryan for dropping by. Appreciate lots.. Haha..

All Over Again...

2009-07-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

I guess i shall start update my blog now...

I do received couple emails n previous tag about y my blog is kinda dead.
Anyway, right now, i'm currently awaiting for my new job to start. As for being a financial planner, i guess i shall put on hold or forget bout it. Coz i simple cant take exams n i HATE to study.

Anyway, i'm back into the Beauty Industry. Hopefully everything would be fine n goes smoothly. And yes, I DO NOT WORK IN SK II anymore. As for why, i do not wish to say to comment. I just hope to put everything back to the past and start all over again.

I'll still update about my work n my life.

Tml gotta go to Funan to help up an IT Show for NUBOX. Doing it as a favour rather den as a job. Anyway, if u guys do wanna get a mac, do come down to the roadshow, coz we do have good deals over there..

Finally a post~!

2009-06-16T00:17:00.003+08:00

I known my blog is kinda rusty already. Many things have indeed happen in my life. I dunno where to begin and start. All i know that everything was over...

Those hectic life... Um...

I actually thought tt everything was so true, yet, it's all an illusion. I yearn for everything that a girl wants, but lost every single bits of pieces that were piecing me. Now, i need to get those pieces back. One by one...

Hopefully, the last piece that gonna piece me completely will be held by someone who will piece me perfectly. Study and passing exams is now my priority. I know it sounds ridiculous and impossible but i'm gonna just give my best shot.

Party mood

2009-04-21T14:04:00.002+08:00

I know it's been like dunno how long i've not blog. Well, i'm juz a lil busy to blog.

Anyway, i'm now back to my life. Shall not think bout the past anymore n start moving ahead. HOwever, i feel dancing to the rhythm and beat once more. I feel so like it. My email has been "bombared" wif - what's that song in my blog?

Well, it's one of Fast and the Furious 4 's theme song. :)

Nice yeah?! Anyway, i wanna date my girls out once more. Let's party yeah? I now u girls ve been busy studying but still, relax~! Haha...

Do find one day n we meet out to have fun. Anyone??? *grins*

Backie...

2009-04-10T02:03:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK~!

I've received many emails about my "disappearance" recently. Well, thx. I'm fine already. I guess.

Shall reply all the comments tt u guys wrote for me.

TO:

*Commenters; Guest, Mr Guy, Anon, Wei Ni, Rick etc... PLUS those who email me.

"thx for all those e-cards and concern tt u guys gave me. I appreciate lots. Though i do not know you guys, but u guys were really kind to console me. THX ALOT! I feel so much better after receiving those email n e-cards. I'll stand up strong again. Don't worry. :) "

NOt forgetting my frenz out there. Chantel, Fen, Regina, Eileen, Issac, Miko and many others. Thx for being wif me. Love you guys loads. Thx for the concern. :)

Just a lil side track, i'm no longer working in SK II anymore. Currently focus on other jop scope. A totally new job environment. :) Yeah~!!! :)

一失足成千古恨

2009-03-27T12:06:00.003+08:00

心痛的感觉，我尝到了。

不是一般的痛，而是时不时的影影作痛。我后悔了，但一切都以经太迟了。

一失足成千古恨。我体会到了。

我需要时间疗伤。那棵受伤的悔过之心。

请不要问到地发生什么时，我也不想去说。

真希望一切从来没发生过。

I dun wish to say anything, guys. Pls dun ask anymore...

GRAY...

2009-03-25T23:07:00.001+08:00

It's over... I just wanna be alone...

Perhaps some things done could nv be forgotten. I regretted it. ReALLY...

WORLD IS JUST BLACK & WHITE.

LASHES~!

2009-03-15T01:03:00.003+08:00

Has been spending money on lashes recently... *shakes head* When will my pay be coming. I need money to buy handphone!!!

Buy like bout 10 plus pairs of lashes? Haiz... BUT LOVES my lashes lots.

Uploaded new song to my new blog. Actually has been listening to this song n trying hard to find. Finally i found it~! Haha.. Feel so much wanna dance~!

MOVE MOVE SHAKE SHAKE~!

CHANEL~!

2009-03-12T00:50:00.004+08:00

Working seems to be alot better now. Guess it's always good to be oblivious to ppl n observe wats going in the people. Haiz..

Thx to Samantha, I finally got my CHANEL powder at a cheaper deal. YEAH~! Haha.. LOVE the powder loads as it is so so much finer. It's finer den MISSHA, The Face Shop, ZA, Maybelline... etc. I've use quite alot of other brand's foundation/powder. BUT CHANEL seems to be the finest n with really good coverage.

Attended course on mini-facial and guess what?! We had to remove our make ups n see each other "naked" LOL... i was joking ard wif Carrie n told her if i got frighten her anot. LOL... Everyone's eyes seems so small without eyeliner. Mine as well. HAHA... Looks like we girls cannot do without make up la. Whole session was fun throughout. Enjoys ourselves lots.

Um... i got to get a new phone soon. Coz mine is spoiled. Anyone wanna fund me? LOL!!!

FCUK UP~!

2009-03-03T01:49:00.004+08:00

I hate this. I really hate this.

I just wanna work happily in my new job. With no trouble cause. BUT ppl juz wanna make trouble for me. I dare not say my sales is super good. At least, i made effort in serving n explaining to customers about the products. Still, i got complained about things which I DID NOT DO~!

Why? I dun bother to say anymore. Ppl with little status or rank likes to boast about n meddle with people stuff. WORST, they dont get their facts right and they juz complain for the sake of complaining.

IS THERE ANYTHING WRONG TALKING TO CUSTOMER WITH ENQUIRES ON THE PHONE? IS THERE ANYTHING WRONG CALLING TO SOMEONE TO ANSWER MY ENQUIRES? Especially i DO NOT KNOW how to do at all.

Well, i dont smoke, so i dont go for "long" smoking breaks. I only have one meal whenever i got to work. And strictly abide myself to 50 mins. I ALWAYS COME BACK ON TIME~! I dont gossip to other counters neither do i slack n dont serve customers.

STILL,

I got complained~! FCUK right?!

Well, i have enough of these. If u guys wanna find faults in me, by all means. U guys just enjoy walking ard n find faults with people. Anyway, i believe wat goes ard comes ard. Who knows nx time one of ur will get retrenched with the most absurd reason u can ever think of. KARMA!!!!! U guys are "old" already, U think u'll stay in ur "position" forever meh? U wun die ar? I'm still young. I'll make sure i'll make it one day and be on top of u guys. TRUST ME.

On the side track, i'm still holding my position. It's just tt i got complained by things i DID NOT DO~!

Anyway, sales it's pretty good. And i will definitely strive hard for better sales to be the top counter. :x

Random

2009-02-24T11:24:00.002+08:00

GUYS! NEW SONGS ARE LOADED TO MY BLOG. Do stay longer to listen to the tracks.

SK II Enquiries

2009-02-23T01:40:00.003+08:00

Was working at Vivo wif Hui Fen. Everything was very smoothly done. She taught me stuff i had to do before closing the counter. Tried to note it down in case i forget. Sales was not bad but first day was better.

Have been receiving a couple of emails regarding about SK II. Well, i need to clarify some issues which is quite commonly ask....

Q: U help me buy SK II got staff discount?
A: Well, dont have. So sry. As a staff, i also buy SK II at the retail price.

Q: I have oily skin, is SK II suitable for me?
A: SK II is suitable for all skin types. Normal, Oily and Dry.

Q: The Facial Treatment Essence is what? What is Pitera?
A: It's a special skin lotion ( Miracle Water) produce during yeast fermentation process. The end product produce during the fermentation is call Pitera.

Q: The Facial Treatment Essence inside got what?
A: Contains 90% of Pitera. NO alcohol or fragrance.

Kk... the rest is about asking which counter i work. Haha.. of coz, u can send me email about SK II or which counter i work at. Will reply back asap.

SK II FIRST DAY

2009-02-21T23:37:00.002+08:00

It's been kinda long since i last updated my blog. Time really flies..

Today is my official work start at SK II. My working partners are nice to me. Peggy and Shu Ling. Helpful and guiding me along my way. Sales was pretty good and i noe i'm gonna hit target. *smiles*

During 17-20, i had a course to attend together wif 5 others girls. They are Samantha, Carrie, Juan, Hui Fen n Pearly. They were really nice girls and we had so much fun together. Joking ard n eating together during lunch. Cheong, whose our trainee was patient wif us. Teaching n training us with the correct knowledge about the products.

Misses them lots.

PS: What time do u sleep last night? *Girls, u noe wat i meant?* LOL~!!!

Anyway, happily working in SK II now with no regrets. :)

Last Day...

2009-02-16T01:38:00.005+08:00

It's my offically last day of work at Sim Lim NUBOX. Miss my frenz lots actually...

Me and Shasha...

Misses you guys...

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I'll be starting work at SK II on 21 Feb. Coz from 17-20 there will be training,,, Eager n awaiting my new job's arrival.

Japan Phone

2009-02-10T17:27:00.003+08:00

After posting about the japanese phone. I've received emails n tags regarding the phone. I've 2 websites available that i found...

http://bbs.sgchinese.com/viewthread.php?tid=1382811&extra=page%3D1

http://bbs.sgchinese.com/viewthread.php?tid=1442780&extra=page%3D1

U can compare the prices btw both forums. Haha.. There are more nicer phones. Trust me. And having jap phone seems to be the most "in" thing now. Coz after working in sim lim square, many youngsters came to ask bout the jap phone. And having one it's not really cheap. So guess u guys have to save up a lil first.

MOST FAQ:

Q: ABLE TO USE IN SINGAPORE?

A: YES

Q: CAN SMS IN SINGAPORE?

A: YES

Anyway, other things tt u wanna enquire on, u can send them sms to the number. :) Awaiting for my phone too... :) *smiles*

I want this phone!

2009-02-03T10:49:00.004+08:00

I need money~! Yes~! I need it so badly. Reasons??? I need to buy this Japanese Phone. It's so nice la!!!

It's SHARP docomo PRIME series - SH03A

*PS the number is not the number i called or contact when i wanna buy the phone. It's the other number. If you r interested, u can leave a tag and i'll pass you the number to you.

Love this phone lots coz it's a 8 mega pixel camera with self-shot mode. Yes. SELF SHOT MODE~! Means the head can actually turn 360 degree. Girls who loves to indulge in urself, this phone should be ideal for you. But this phone is also super ex la... Haiz... That's y, i need more money to buy this phone. PLUS, i've also bought crystals to "BLING" up my phone. Haha... I'm gonna get it no matter what.

Nick Vujicic

2009-01-21T22:51:00.002+08:00

Was browsing through Hazel's blog and there's one particular entry with a video caught my eyes. That click on the link change my thinking, my attitude and really making me stronger. I cried non-stop.

NOT because i pity him nor emotional. I'm totally being inspire by his words. Yes~! He's Nick Vujicic.

Both is the same thing...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4uG2kSdd-4

http://www.maniacworld.com/are-you-going-to-finish-strong.html

Seriously, i'm just being affected by him. I actually jot down what he says on the video. Just wanna share it with you guys. Maybe you guys should really listen word by word.

“But i tell you there are sometimes in life, when you fall down. You felt like you don’t have to strength to get back up. Do you think you have hope? Because i tell you, i’m down here, face down, and i have no arms no legs. It should be impossible for me to get back up. But it’s not. You see, i’ll fly one hundred times to get up, and if i fail one hundred times, if i fail and i give up, do you that i’m able to get up? No. But if i fail i try again and again and again, but i just want you to know, that it’s not the end. It matters how you gonna finish. Are you gonna finish strong? And you will find that strength to get back up.”

See, it's true. Sometimes in life, we have so many setbacks. However, it's always easy said den done, How many of us could actually do that. Well, few. I guess, it's not the end product of the thing, it's how the process that u learn and gain.

Perhaps you ppl should think about such things...

SK II

2009-01-16T00:19:00.004+08:00

I FINALLY GOT INTO SK II~!!!!

Lol~! I'm definitely really happy and excited about my new jobs. Haha... I'm so elated when i received the call from Sharon n she told me i got in. Now, i'm all ready to welcome my new job's arrival on 17 Feb. So lets hope nth goes wrong ya? Haha..

IN the meanwhile, tis past few days, i got myself some stuff for new year. Haha...

HIGH Heels and make up.

Loves Loves Loves ...

Straight VS Curls

2009-01-12T03:35:00.003+08:00

Ever wonder how i look in curls? Um... i'm always thinking about that too. Coz as u noe, i'm not skinny, face also big big, head also big big. So it kinda worries me if i have curls, will it exposed all my cons of me... BUt nonetheless, i decide to...

GIVE IT A TRY!!!

These are juz temporary curls. They would last you about a day. Once it touches water, ur hair will become straight. So please dont get caught in the rain... Haha...

Cuties...

2009-01-09T01:48:00.003+08:00

Presenting to you MIKO~!!!

She the girl that i mentioned that help me alot these past few days.. Nice and sweet. And she's really adorable too!!!

Miko and Issac~! My fun loving colleagues.

Third day~!

2009-01-08T01:49:00.005+08:00

It's my third day at work at Sim Lim Square. Love my colleagues. They were really nice to me n helping me alot. Thx guys~!

Help to decorate my showroom. Thx to Miko, Issac and Pei Wen for their advices. Bet our showroom is gonna be the most beautifully decorated of the whole Sim Lim Square.

Was playing around with the decorations and Issac became my "victim" Presenting new age of " Ah Gua".

How can i miss such opportunity to take picture with " Ah Gua"~!

Kk... maybe it's time to get crazy~! Typical 4 shot mode.

Times when we are getting serious...

Next...

Presenting Henry~! Jurong Point Nubox Supervisor.

*****

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Went for my SK II interview this morning. Did some test and went off. Really hope i get get enlisted...

Shopping Spree 2

2009-01-06T02:11:00.002+08:00

5 January:

Was my official Day 1 at Sim Lim Square. Got lost at Little India and reached workplace bout 10.50am... Luckily managed to got there n started my first day at work.

I love my colleagues like Miko and Pei Wen. They r really nice to me and we had great fun blasting music there. LOL... BUT~! I hated the customers MORE den Tampines Mall. They were like so so much more ridiculous la~! OMG~! I'm really speechless.

ON the happier side, i went for another round of shopping spree. LOL~! Yeh~!
Painted my nails myself. I noe it's not very professional but i tried my best ok?!

Stuff that i bought from COVERMARK and The Face Shop.

Spend a bomb on such stuff. Oh mine oh mine... My bonus got to spend all soon. Lol... I still ned to get my new year clothing and shoes!!!

Randoms~!

2009-01-03T02:06:00.002+08:00

Bought some stuff for myself... It's time to get pampered~!

Brought a hand cream from Crabtree and Evelyn Gardeners Hand Therapy. Started using it and turns out pretty well for my rough hands. Bought a cotton gloves to put it on after applying my hand cream.

A powder from The Face Shop as well as 2 nail polish. New year is coming...

Plus a heels comforter for my heels.

Guess i will be buying more stuff for new year and it's time to get broke.

Hit REBEL~!

2008-12-31T02:21:00.003+08:00

Didn't update much on REBEL, 27 Dec when i was out clubbing wif my girls... As mentioned in my previous post, music there was fantastic, nice RnB n love the crowds. Met some guys who kp wanting to know me but mostly turn them down. Haha... Chantel dunno on that day wear until so "shu nu" . For wat la, go dance only, majiam go for wedding dinner... Haha.. Anyway, u look great. Sry for the misunderstanding that we had before everything ya?

Took pic wif some nice peeps over there and maybe post them up if i received them.

Me and Chantel.
I know my top is kinda transparent. Maybe is the flashlight. And that extra "peace sign" was stuck out my Reg. Stupid. Spoil the pic la~!

Three little devils. Muahaha.. Love this pic loads. We have horns. Beware~!

Last but not least, the group photo~! Love them lots!

Updates~!

2008-12-29T02:21:00.002+08:00

Esther is back again.. For further updates...

24 December:

Celebrated at Partyworld and we had hell lots of fun~! Sing and played throughout. LOL~!

27 December:

Went REBEL wif my girls. RnB there was fantastic. Dance non-stop and had a couple of drinks. Rejected a few guys who came over and wanted to know me. They seems so gondoo... Ask if i'm alone or do i need a drink. Firstly, how would a gal come to club alone??? And if i need a drink, i can buy myself. -_-'''

I really hate windows. Ppl who r still using windows, WAKE UP!!!!

This is one of the atm machine at basement 1, Tampines Mall. It's so stupid la... I wanted to press money and the queue was damn long. Out of 3 atm, 2 got blackscreen. Windows fault. If they were to use mac, tis WOULD NOT have happen.

Shit feeling~!

2008-12-22T02:19:00.003+08:00

Was really bored at work. Took pictures wif my colleges during work.

We have Eileen, Queenie and Bi Jun~! Haha.. really enjoy working wif them..

Was feeling like shit today... Dunno y. Human change. Yes. Nth is forever. One moment they r sweet and nice to you. * U tot u have the whole world under your feet. U tot u were in the sky. BUT nx, reality can be cruel and harsh. They treat u like u nv exist and dump u like rubbish. I hate tis feeling now. All i can say that my feeling is like this song...

张敬轩 - 吻得太逼真

无论怎么讲我都觉得虚伪
陪伴你那么久你说是受罪
从前到现在当我是谁
你这花心蝴蝶~~

昨夜陪你醉伤到我心碎
你竟说我和你不配
完全忘记往日为何
能与我彻夜缠绵

(和你吻吻吻吻吻
你吻得太逼真
让我把虚情假意
当作最真心的亲吻)
怪自己来不及区分
你对我是酷爱是敷衍

(我想问问问问问
我该怎么脱身)
你却说花花世界
不必当真
多么伤人
让我爱上薄情的红唇

拿什么心肠面对我的善良
能不能想一想你让我多伤
你的爱就像完美毒药
对手断肠你依然漂亮

不敢想曾与你度过
多少真实的晚上
一转眼热恋后身受重伤~~

(和你吻吻吻吻吻
你吻得太逼真
让我把虚情假意
当作最真心的亲吻)
怪自己来不及区分
你对我是酷爱是敷衍

(我想问问问问问
我该怎么脱身)
你却说花花世界
不必当真
多么伤人
让我爱上薄情的红唇

深渊万丈你把我的爱
用尽后丢弃荒野埋葬
你犯的罪状没人知道
用什么证明你的亲吻真的残忍~~喔~~

(Rap:我不知为什么
你现在对我毫无感觉
以前种种快乐
就好像成为一种罪恶
我的心情你不闻不问
或者其实所谓爱情
都只是彼此填满寂寞空虚
或者是一种冲动的幻觉
让自己失去理智到最后得到教训
何时有感觉到何时没有知觉
就算你突然失去音讯
你我之间早可能不该继续)

你吻得太逼真
我已无法脱身
喔~最后悲剧发生
我爱得深你没责任
都怪我太认真
把薄情的红唇
亲~~吻~~

*This song is playing in my blog now.

My Room~!

2008-12-20T02:48:00.004+08:00

Mr Roland bought me the whole set of BABI STORIES collection. Muahaha~! It's damn nice la. Haha... Went home and pack my super untidy table and tata~!

Nice right? LOVE IT LOADS~!!!

MY NEXT CRAVE...

Yes! Incanto CHARM Perfume by Salvatore Ferragamo. Love the scent lots la~! Haha.. And i want it!

YOU

2008-12-16T02:10:00.006+08:00

I couldn't label i couldn't love, feelings for you became irresistable

Life is always complicated

On the path through my life those memories we created

Vivid memories we have, shall never fade

Every of those steps, that we have made

Life's got to move on even without my concern,

Every second of my life is like water dripping of a loosen tap

So remember the moment when your eyes met mine

Those were the looks that never lie

Eternity may seems unable to reach

Reacquaint those days i been through, without you I merely exist in this world

Random post? Um... hearts hearts hearts...

I wanna get out of everything right now...

Emotional...

2008-12-14T23:25:00.002+08:00

I wonder why people fall in love. Izzit because of being afraid to be lonely? Or we r just wanna get hurt. YES. Often, we are hurt by our LOVED ONES.

A friend once told me, BELIEVE. Is nth but lies.

BE-L-I-E-VE.

See that? So if there's one person telling you to believe him or her, What should you do? I know i kinda get emo now. But i cant control. I feel like shit. Yes! Will anyone pull me away from all these misery. I suddenly wanted to go on a holiday. I need one badly.

I wanna fled to a place for a hideout.

Randoms~!

2008-12-13T05:35:00.002+08:00

Was rotting at work when suddenly 3 guys came into my shop. They were just merely looking at stuff where suddenly, i break into a conversation wif one of the guy. Seeing that i have no single sales that day, I've decided to teach "that guy" who owns a mac how to use a mac. At first was alright and normal. BUT suddenly, they got crazy over the webcam effects.

As promised, u guys picture will now be posted in my blog. HAPPY MA? LOL~!

They were very funny la~! Keep making me laugh.
They just did things that makes no sense and so lame. Haha... anyway, they are really cute.

Peektures~!

2008-12-12T03:21:00.004+08:00

PLEASE KINDLY WAIT FOR THE PICTURES TO LOAD...

Back for photo updates. First, would like to begin wif pictures on my birthday wif Regina on 29 November~! My birthday girl. IN fact, IS OUR BIRTHDAY~!

WE had a mini celebration among my girlfriends.

Love you guys lots~! Thank you so much for all the . U guys shall never be replaced in my heart. Muacks~!

PS: Thx Jeremy ya. LOL... "Enjoy" cycling with you.

On 8 December, celebrate Chantel's Birthday together wif her bf. Headed to Sakura for our dinner.

After dinner, we decided to head to KBOX and spend our time there. After singing from about 9 plus to about 4 plus in the morning, we were already damn shag. YES. WE sing like about 6hours plus. Sing until whatever song we also sing. We even played BLAST RnB and i almost danced. Haha...

Before we left, we girls decided to take some pictures... Everything seems normal...

Den after some normal photo-taking. I suggested using the mic to take pictures. All these while, we were using self-shot mode. Means can take 6 pictures continuously. When dunno take which shot, Chantel suddenly accidentally use the mic and "kok" my head. I was like "ouch" and we both fell down to the floor laughing~! It's damn hilarious la!!!

We went to the toilet and again, cant help it but take pictures again.

PS: Hope you had a great night that day. Loves you~!

Reflections

2008-12-03T01:39:00.004+08:00

Pictures are still not loaded yet. Guys, pls do wait ya?

I'm in a dilemma.

Right now, my mind is confused and lost. I somehow lost the direction in my life. I dunno wat to do or how to do. Perhaps, its really time for me to tink and reflect about my life, my work and myself.

After thinking about past few months of everything, i realise. My attitude in everything. I tink tt is the main killer that landed me in tis current situation and wat am i today. I realise that my biggest problem is that i dun admit or realise my mistakes that i have done. I always try to find excuses n blame on other people instead. " It's not my fault, it's he XXX..." that's wat i everytime would say. AND tis sometimes, people ard me gets sick and annoyed by me. Landing them in trouble and they got to clear those shits that i left behind. Sometimes conveniently, I push the blame on others instead so that i will not be blamed. tsk tsk tsk...

Another mistake is i dun listen. When people trying to talk or tell me what to do. Telling me to correct my errors that i have done. I simply juz listen in n flows out the other. I dun tink or care about wat others feel sometimes. People who tried to help me by covering or aiding me, i took them for granted. I juz dun appreciate or reciprocate. Maybe, i'm really selfish.

I guess i'm begining to turn into someone whom i begining to "not noe" . I change without even realise tt i change. I really dislike the way i am now. Worst, I begining to yearn for much "label" stuff now. I dunno y. Izzit becoz of frenz ard me or it's me who is being so much affected by people. I dunno.

Actually, i got to thank tis special person. He's the one who told me all these n asked me to reflect about myself. Thx Melvin.

I've really thought alot. Perhaps u r right, a girl that wans everything could result in losing everything. The more u wan, the more u lose.

I say "IF" let say, my bf buys everything that i wan. He's gonna get really broke. Unless he's really rich. Let say he's not. And becoz of my cravings, he got to sacrifice for me. Working is not easy. All those stress and workload could really drive someone crazy. But to able to fufill my wish, he got no choice but to work. Come to tink of that, everything that i buy, is actually using his hardwork and sweat to exchange for it. I'm really a inconsiderate girl. I noe. I really hope it's not to late to realise this.

Sometimes, leading a normal life is not easy. Temptations is all ard you. But is how u face it n handles it. I guess after all these reflections bout myself, i will become a better person. Be it to frenz ard me. familys or in relationships. I can be a better person. It's not juz can, but it's i WANT.

I noe it's not too late to change. And trust me, i WILL change and bear everything in mind.

*peeps, i'm juz fine. I'm juz doing some self-reflections.

My Birthday~!

2008-11-29T05:58:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY~!

Will update picture soon after. Woots~!

Birthday EVE

2008-11-28T02:06:00.002+08:00

Confirmation:

Obar

28 November *Today*

Esther and Regina's birthday COUNTDOWN

See u guys there.

I see many ppl thought tt 28 Nov is my birthday. But actually is not la. It's actually 29 November. Haha... Well, so excited tt i cant slp. Cant wait to see u girls later. Muacks~!

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY~!

4 days~!

2008-11-25T02:33:00.002+08:00

Um... my birthday is ard the corner. Getting nervous day by day. Wondering who will turn up. Seriously, i hope ppl whom i've invited will come. Coz some are friends and colleges that i've not seen for a long time. Really miss them lots...

Working life still the same. Bored. NO life. Yes. No life. The company juz sux la...

I guess it's time to await for my birthday to come and i'm looking forward to it~!

Countdown to my birthday: 4 days

Cousin's BIG DAY.

2008-11-24T02:46:00.005+08:00

Just back from one of my cousin's wedding. So tired.. Wondering how would it be like if one day i got myself engaged.

Was doing some deco for my shop and guess wat, we were playing ard wif the decorations la. Haha... i took a red ball ornament and wanted to act as rudolf. But den Queenie says i look more like a clown. LOL~!

Took some photos with my cousins today while waiting to start. Hads lotsa fun~!

I'll be having my birthday countdown party on 28 November at Obar. Do drop by if u guys are free.

And to my friends out there, my birthday is on

29 NOVEMBER

Countdown to my birthday : 5 days

PERRY SIM WEE TEE - forever a loser

2008-11-20T01:57:00.004+08:00

Well, i always believe in retribution and karma. I always do. Looks like someone is gonna get his real soon...

Those who read my older blog would have noe tt "parrot". Plus me and his relationship has long been over. Over because of watever bastard things tt he did to me. Well, i admit i did bitchy things in return and thus, speed up the ending of our relationship.

BUT right now, i wanna highlight wat r the things he did~!

For your information, his name is PERRY SIM WEE TEE. Born in 30 August 1987.

Living near Ang Mo Kio.

He is a guy that i knew in club and i assume that he is different. BUt i'm wrong. He's far more a asshole.

First date and he already borrow money from me. $20 . Coz he wanna sit cab home.

He's a smoker. Practically he always borrow money from me to buy VICEROY Menthol. Each pack S$11.20

Subsequently, he borrow more and more to pay for his "watever debts" he own ppl. Amount ard S$200-S$300.

Next, he had no money but put on a brave front in front of his friend on new year, In the end, he got no money but gamble. Lost about S$600 on the first time and S$800 on the second. *he really got no luck. but lucky to have me*

He wan me lend him my hp, in the end he told me he "lost" it. *Dunno he got sell away anot. BASTARD~!*

I intro him job. Working as a promoter in ASUS company. Selling PDA phone. IN the end, guess wat, the company lend him 2 phones. He go and sell it to hp shop to get cash. YES~! He did. Not once but THRICE~! * the amount is ranging S$400-S$800.
*i help him buy back the phone. If not, the company will have to report to police~!*

He lost company's PDA phone, PALM Treo 360. I help him cover by paying the company and gave all me wages to the company. >S$650

He say his father ned money, Uncle ned money.. Blar blar blar... S$200-S$500

*All these happen when he's still serving his NS. Right now, he's already out.

Look~! See how much i lend him. FYI, i'm not a rich girl. Coz i borrow from my girls and my friends~! Because of him, i landed in hospital becoz of gastric and other weird illness. I cant buy things i like and got to keep on helping him pay his fucking debts~! I noe u guys might tink i'm so stupid, Y lend him. Well, at that point of time, he swear and curse himself tt HE WILL RETURN me they money. I tot i would trust him. BUt in the end, everything is all a lie.

He boast around that he earns few thousands but he got no money return me. He only gave me 2 transactions. First is S$200. Second is S$250. He says he work in big company. But when i wanted him to return me the money, he drag and drag the dateline. I called umpteen times, he doesnt pick up or msg me back. Act of disappearances.

Finally, today i got his msg~!

He say he wanna sue me. He wanna bring the case to court. Coz he dun wan to return me the money. He say it's becoz i kp calling his mum. And he lost his job as well. So, he say he wanna BRING ME DOWN~! *look whos talking*

In fact, i dun intend to let his mum noe. Coz seriously, his mum dotes me alot. And his mum's health is not in good condition. I tot that it will juz be fine that tis thing shall resolve btw me and him. However, he kps giving me pattern. I had no choice but to giv his mum a call.

Right now, he insist that i wun get a single cent. Coz i told his mum. Well, take a look at tis guy here. PERRY SIM WEE TEE. Wat should i say. I'm totally speechless. Even on the phone, his mum told me tt he's disgrace and disgusted. Look, even his mum cant believe that such person exist in tis world, Heartless right?

So right now, i'll be waiting to received his lawyer letter. Yes, i'll be waiting...

Cam again~!

2008-11-19T04:28:00.003+08:00

Been busy wif work recently... And of coz, many things happen.

Shall begin wif work, um... work is still the same. Just that i had new part-timers. Melvin and Queenie. Well, Melvin is a very nice guy actually. Haha... hope everythings works out for him. As for Queenie, still a long way to go. So buck up ya? Love you guys loads.

Dunno y recently i love taking pictures wif the iMac at my workplace. LOL...

Me and Queenie.

Eileen, Me n Queenie~!

Vincent's Kids and us.

Haiz... i wonder y some people can change so fast. Perhaps, tis is the world. We all noe that it's ugly and we all have got to face it, NO one can run or hide away from it. This cold, cruel n harsh reality really makes me feels so tired. I'm missing someone badly.. Where have you gone in my heart???

Silicon??? LOL.

2008-11-10T01:25:00.004+08:00

Reached workplace late. And almost got scold by "uncle vin"... luckily tt J got later den me. Haiz.. bias bias bias... What can i say? Nth.

Today as i was serving this couple, this lady together wif her boyfriend was looking some accessories for their Macbook. The lady look very office lady like and have those very *guai guai* obedient look. So i tot tt i could help them a little by offer some help.

Me: Hi, can i help?
Lady: Ya.. i'm looking for a keyboard protector, u noe which one is good?

(I've got 2 brands, so i tot i might introduce those half-type to her)
Me:Urm, yes, how bout this? *pointed the box to her*
Lady: ok.. thx. I'll look around.

I went away and serve other customers..

Few minutes pass... and she's still there choosing..

(i tot she might need some help in making a decision. So i went over to her again)
Me: Hello, have you decided which one u would like?"
Lady: Urm.. dunno...
( she pointed the half-type ones)
Lady: Does this material feels like CONDOM?"
Me: ... *stun*

I was like dunno wat to continue la~! Her bf quickly nudged her and say ," y u say until lidat?!" LOL... I believe her bf also shocked~! Then i guess tt lady accidentally babble out coz in the end she n her bf stood there like 2 red tomatoes. Haha...

So lets guess, wat do they intend to do with a macbook keyboard protector? Trying out smthg kinky? LOL... That silicon feel.. Um.. haha...

Today sales was kinda good. Got praised by customers. They say i'm a good sales person. *proud* haha... maybe some customers will really appreciate wat u do n wat u put in.

I really hate tt parrot~! If u ppl who read my old blog, u noe who tt guy is. He is a damn fucking bastard la... I dunno y in the first place i chose him n like him. Perhaps tt's an accident. God play a joke on me? Or my eyes are totally blind wif shit. I hope tt idiot get his retribution. Yes~! i hope he will. Befall on him~!

People people peopl~!

2008-11-06T01:01:00.002+08:00

Tired day. No sales. Haiz.. i guess when life gives you lemon, just suck it~!

Seriously, i really wonder where has all the manners gone to nowadays. People just get so haughty n proud. ( Like as if u own them a living) I really wonder. As you guys noe, i'm in the sales line. Often, i got to approach customers and greet them. Lending them a hand if i could help. Sometimes, in return, a smile would be good. And i acknowledge that as " it's ok, i can look around myself" Or some just say that out verbally. Well, it's really fine with me as i know u KNOW my presence.

HOwever, there are always some who seems so arrogant and assume that they are the mighty old kings and queens. When u approach them politely if u could help, THEY IGNORE YOU. Yes! What i mean by ignore is they just don't even look at you. And even if u asked them the second time, they still "pretend" that you were NEVER THERE. Is like, "HELLO?! I'm here to serve you n i dun own u anything.!"

I guess i should do smthg bout it. How bout next time, which ever arrogant dude that show me this type of attitude, i will say " Bastard, bitch, Faggots, Idiots, Dumbass.... etc..." AND! Let say! They happen to hear that, and they question me, i'll reply them, " Oh you hear me, i tot u were deaf!" LOL...

And talking about memory. Yes. Sometimes, whenever i serve tis customer about anything that he or she that he enquires for, i'll try my best to help. So let say they left. I assume that if they come back, they will look for you. And way before they left, you ALREADY TOLD THEM TO " PLS LOOK FOR ME IF YOU INTEND TO BUY" kinda stuff lidat. In the end, when they came back, they bought from others. And when u saw them, they would say, " Oh i never see you". "I thought buy from him/her also same" Blar blar blar~! BULLSHIT~! It's like so obvious la. I'm in the shop and u tell me such stuff. Haiz... dunno they no brains or wat. Sometimes, really frustrated bout all these fucktards.

Chinaaa and Ah neh are the ones that i would never try to attend. Coz they r so greedy n ask for ALOT~! Yes! ALOT~! CHinnaa ppl always wan free stuff. The more the merrier. Best is buy one free one. They will nv be satisfied and hoping that they buy one pathetic cheap laptop, u can free them the whole shop!

As for ah neh, they always wan best price. Better price or good price. Coz whatever price tag that is quoted there, they juz "pretend" that is put there for beautify purpose. Coz they themselves will quote the price themselves. SO wat's the point of putting price there~!

SALES~! Haiz.. sales line is lidat. I noe. But i juz wanna rant everything out. Haha...

Tired~!

2008-11-04T23:10:00.002+08:00

It's been a really tiring weeks for me. No off days at all. All becoz of abiding "that company's" rules.

"If u off on Sat or Sun, u ve to deduct 3 off days."

Wtf huh! No choice.. But i guess i wanna switch jobs soon. Yes! I wanna quit. So i guess i got to look high n low now for jobs. Aaron came to visit us and he brought his baby too!!!

Haha.. we forget about doing sales and juz so busy carrying him.

The mother of the baby is at the back. Haha...

New MacBook~!

2008-10-24T00:39:00.003+08:00

The new MacBook has finally arrived~! So hw can i not missed it!

Haha.. i tell u guys, the new macbook is really beautiful. Everything is designed in a very elegant way. Every details is being taken care of and made. From screen to keyboard n most imptly the trackpad.

One word, "AMAZING!"

Ha ha... If u guys r interested, pls come down to the showrooms and take a look. U'll nv regret.

Esther and the Mac

LPJ :)

2008-10-23T02:46:00.004+08:00

Currently addicted listening to the new album from Jay, 说好的幸福呢 (Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne). It's really touching la... Jay Zhou's song nv failed to make me cry n feel touched. Haha... Have been playing over a thousand times at my workplace.

Today Mr Roland came to fetch me from work. Was sitting on the bike and i began to wonder, it's so boring la. Should ve smthg to play with. As this thought came across me, there's tis guy wearing SAMSUNG shirt bike past us. Behind write Ultra slim. I guess they are advertising about how slim samsung phone is. But guess wat come across my mind!

HANDPHONE KOTEX~!!!

LOL... correct ma, we always see kotex advertise as ultra slim or absorbent. Especially the guy's shirt behind got this big big word "Ultra" Haha... I juz kp on laughing...

Den i told Mr Roland to drive near him, Coz i wanna scold him "Lan Pa Ji". Mr Roland also dunno y but did as i was told. Juz as we were a few metres away, i kp quiet. I DUN DARE LA~! LOL... Again, we kp laughing. OK. i noe i very hum. Coz Mr Roland scare he bike not as fast as the person. Coz if he can speed, we scold him liao den we speed off. Apparently Mr Roland's bike was slow.

Anyway, i was shouting the word "Lan Pa Ji" along the espress way, i guess i'm too stress at work... Haha...

Work seems boring to me and toilet seems to be the best place for me. Y? U'll see.

Shit-day

2008-10-20T12:28:00.005+08:00

I'm damn right darn fully pissed off right now ! My sales JUZ got snatched by tis whore-bitch at my work place. She's really a damn sucker la.

The customer i serve came back n wanted to buy the laptop that i introduced to her. I went to the toilet n tis bitch got the sales instead. When i noted to her, she insist in taking back mine/~~her~~ sales. Damn fucking attitude la. She insisted tt it's a pay-back time. Coz i once took her sales too.. she exclaimed. That's just rubbish la.

Well, well, well, i'm not gonna let tis loser to spoil my day. Coz i noe i look darn ugly when my face is black So i'm gonna pretend tt i juz step into shit or smthg. Coz i noe there's KARMA. Yes i do. :) *grins*

Anyway, tt's the perfume tt i bought. Ferreri Red.

Wat can a 2 megapixel camera do seriously. Therefore I intend to buy C905 wif 8 Megapixel cybershot!!! .

Noticed tis guy wearing tis shirt n thought it was funny. LOL... I wonder they ve a girls version.

I juz find Monday so so boring. Nonetheless, after stepping some shit, i still wanna take pictures of myself in the toilet. I look weird without make up. Yes. Weird.

*Recently i knew tis girl called Hazel.

Um... it could be fate tt we knew each other thru a *bitch* Yeah...another bitch. I juz wonder y they r so many bitch revolves my life. Anyway, she's really gonna be a great frenz to ve. Cute as well. Hope to see u real soon my gal.

*Drum rolls*

I present to u tis sweetie here. Hazel! *clap hands*

Quotes of the day

2008-10-16T02:15:00.001+08:00

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

I wanna SHOP~!

2008-10-11T00:43:00.007+08:00

Was my official off day on Friday. Haha... had no idea y i wanna emphasize the word. Perhaps i really wanna rest n shop n play. Provided i'm tt rich.

Watch Eagle Eye wif Mr Roland. Quite a nice movie i would say. Very thrilling. I would giv 4 popcorns to it. Aftertt had lunch at Plaza Sing n went shopping. Bought my stuff as usual. Haha... Retail therapy work best for me.

Bought a bottle of hair essence from The Face Shop. I really need to do something about my hair. It's really dry n having many split ends. Not split into 2 but 3!!! LOL...

Saw this body lotion n thought of giving it a try. Main ingredients are made from SAKE, a type of Japanese wine.

And, i bought tis Hello Kitty brooch at Sanrio Shop. It's pretty~!

I wanna buy many many things. I wonder when will i be satisfied. I guess not...

I intend to buy this skin care product.

Seen the brochure and it's kinda tempting.

Not forgetting my VERSACE. Tried and i love it loads.

I wanna talk more about my job now. Currently, i'm working as a sales executive selling apple products. My working environment was pretty good. But den, i noticed there's smthg happening to me. And it seems i'm not aware of it. I shall start wif the big boss first. Let's name him A. He's a pretty much nice boss. "TOO nice" i would say. But heard tt he's gonna transfer away soon. Well, um. Speechless. Haha.. How bout the next person. Let's name him V. He's consider a very wise man. But sometimes, he can be harsh to me. I mean i noticed tis biased thing. When the other girl E, was late. Or the other guy J was late, he said nth. But when I WAS LATE, i got scolded. unfair la, but wat i can say. Another thing tt pissed me off was they giving me names. I really hate it. Cmmon, i'm a gal ok. U guys can joke ard once in a while but not replacing nick names wif my name! And i can't imagine y u guys can shout those disgusted names in front of a customer. ANY IDEA HOW I FEEL AT THAT TIME? You guys just dun care. SELFISH. Putting ur happiness into other peoples sadness. How bout tt J, well, he just doesnt like me. What can i say. I cant pleased anybody. That E sometimes, say things tt are to horrible to hear. I noe i'm not the prettiest gal or the hottest babe. But at least i'm a human right? I'm a girl right? Must u all say all those hurtful things. I noe sometimes u guys r nice n meant well. But sometimes, there r times whr i really cant stand all of u. Haiz... no choice but to continue to work. That's all i can say.

Anyway, no point brooding it. I NEED to work there to learnt stuff there.

*****

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Remember u guys i told u about the toilet thingy. There's part 3!!!! LOL~! Another person also very boliao. Haha...

The THIRD person wrote:

Do you think i care?

O BAKA!

LOL~! Haha.. i was thinking, if u dun care, y do u bother to write it den. Haha... But den, when i went to the same cubicle the day before, it seems tt the cleaner erased it already. Haha... anyway, it kinda light up my life a little. Haha...

YEAH~!

2008-10-05T00:54:00.006+08:00

YEAH~!

Muahaha!!! Esther is happy again. Y? I bought another BURBERRY BLUE LABEL wallet again. LOL... Well, tis time round it's the red colour tt i bought. Even tot i still tink tt the white colour is nicer, but i shall be contented to wat i have. :)

*actually the red is also not bad la. haha... beginning to love it now. :)

Had a superb lunch wif Chantel on Fri. We had Waraku n we indeed had our fill. The food portion is so big la... haha... So people, if u guys are really really hungry, u can consider dining there. Haha... Yan Sheng came over to meet us n we headed Coffee Club n had mud pie n chocolate fondue. Mango wif chocolate was a good combination. Loves it loads. :)

Went for shopping spree n bought a Ferrari Red perfume. It's a limited edition wif red Ferrari model car bundles wif it. Um... who's tt lucky guy den? *grins* The smell is damn nice la...

Met Reg, Benson, Fen n Jun Yong thereafter n had our last dinner at tcc. Haha... had fun talking wif them n hanging out wif them. Joking about Yan Sheng's MARS relative was the most funny part. I BET SHE HAS THE TOUGHEST SKIN IN THESE UNIVERSE. Haiz... poor Chantel got to endure all her nonsense la..

*****

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Recently, i notice one of the toilet cubicle's wall at my workplace had some "conversation" on it. Haha... it was damn funny la...

Juz in case it's too blur, i shall type it for u guys to read.

The FIRST person wrote :

你好吗？人生没意义。

ni ha ma? ren sheng mei yi yi.

我很闷。

wo hen men.

很想死。

hen xiang si

Translate in English:

how are you? life is meaningless.

i'm bored.

feel like dying.

When i first saw tis msg, i was like " Omg, how come lidat? Bored muz die wan meh?" Den i tot tt perhaps it's juz some random scribble by some ppl. However weeks later, somebody replied la! LOL...

SECOND person wrote:

你去死吧。笨。

ni qu si ba. ben.

Translate in English:

Go and die den. Stupid.

ROFL~!!!!

I tot got one ppl nth better to do. In the end got another also nth better to do. LOL...

I lost my Burberry~!

2008-09-26T01:40:00.008+08:00

ARGH~! I feel like dying right now la~!

I JUZ bought a Burberry Blue Label wallet on 24 Sep. And 25 Sept it got stolen~! Wat the hell la. Police report was made n i really hope tt they will find the person who stole it. Withdrew all my money n now everything was lost.

But luckily, there was a surveillance camera planted near where the scene *at cineleisure* took place. And also outside Heeren's female toilet. (That's the place whr my IC was found. but wallet gone. T.T)

Haiz... wat to do?! That was my favourite la... Left the last one already.. :( Guys.. sry tt i cant treat u dinner. And Ting Ting too... :(

Anyway, these are the pics taken when i was wif Mr Roland for our incredible outing. :) LOL...

Juz a little devil~! :)

iphone madness~!

2008-09-22T13:11:00.003+08:00

It's been kinda long since i ve last update. Well well well, has been busy wif work i guess.

I dunno "some" singaporeans are idiots or wat? I juz dunno.. Maybe some retards... -_-''' The reason i'm so pissed of is i had enough of those iphone problems i'm facing right now...

iphone, as u noe is a product from apple. It's a phone tt is selling world wide n almost "everyone" is crazy bout it. Selling millions n seems to be the world best selling phones. Y? Becoz of its function n capabilty.

However, not everyone is suitable to use. For example, y do housewife carry an iphone? iphone's folder's exchange n sync function are mostly for ppl who r in business. An need a computer on the go. Students like us, y do u ned to carry an iphone as well? If u telling me tt u dun wanna MMS or bluetooth songs or picture tt u like to each other, DEN Y BOTHER TO TAKE AN IPHONE DEN?! U see, as long as one ppl wanna buy iphone, and say iphone is good, EVERYBODY also wanna buy.

Before iphone was launched in Singapore, almost every single day, i have ppl coming to apple shop to ask, " Do your sell iphone here?" "When is iphone coming?""How much is the iphone?"...U see, it has already created tis trend tt iphone is a MUZ buy gadgets now. And SINGTEL IS THE ONLY PLACE THAT IS SELLING IT. NOT US. Finally when it is launched, Singapore has it's very first batch of orders for those who had made reservations. First few days, our shop's sales was really good. People come pouring in to buy the screen protectors. It's was a good news den.... urm.. not yet.

After some times, many people come to our shop n ask zillions questions u can ever tink of.

Q: How to use tis phone ar?

Ans in my heart: WTF?! U dunno how to use tis phone den u buy for wat?

Q: Y tis phone cannot MMS or bluetooth pic?

Ans in my heart: Didn't u check about the spec properly before u purchase it?!

Q:Y iphone so hard to type msg ar?

Ans in my heart: iphone is touch-screen, it is designed in such a way on the screen like the qwerty keyboard. If u dun like it? Y BUY IT?!

U see... they r many many more silly questions they ask. And all shared the same catergory. THEY DO NOT CHECK PROPERLY OR ASK ABOUT THE SPECS OF THE PHONE BEFORE THEY BUY IT~! Juz because ppl iphone iphone iphone here den they also go n buy.

And worst of all, they dunno how to use, they say the iphone is not easy to use or not good. Balls to you people~! _|_

I juz wanna tell u people that if u dunno wat iphone is all about, or u had no idea of how to use it, and tinking tt u will eventually learn it after u buy it, den u r wrong~! My advice is to check the specs PROPERLY before u BUY IT~!

-off-

IPODS out now~!

2008-09-14T00:42:00.003+08:00

4th generation IPOD is out now for sell.

To those who email me regarding the IPODS. Here are your enquiries.

IPOD Shuffle

1GB - S$78

2GB - S$108

IPOD Nano

8GB - S$248

16GB - S$328

IPOD Classic

120GB - S$398

IPOD Touch

8GB - S$388

16GB - S$498

32GB - S$648

*All the above price stated are fixed and products are from APPLE (authorised resellers) *

Hope tis information helps... ^^

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Had so much fun last night. Haha... thx Fen for bring me out. Um.. when will our nx session starts? And it's definitely not to missed. :) High high high~~!!

IPOD 4th Generation is OUT~!

2008-09-11T01:06:00.003+08:00

FINALLY!!!

Lol... The 4th generation of IPOD is out! Now, it is available in 9 colour. Which means, more variety of choices to chose from. But i simply love all the colours. It's damn nice and colourful. But guess i might get the purple. OR red. OR pink. Wat a difficult decision to make. Haha...

If you guys want more information regarding the IPOD Nanos, Classic or Touch,

Please CLICK HERE

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Mr Roland got himself 5 days of MC to rot at home. Poor little thing. Hope that his wounds can heal faster n recover soon.

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Was bored during work and guess what? Did cam-whoring again. LOL... That's wat a women do whenever there's a camera phone wif her... Haha...

De javu

2008-09-10T01:20:00.003+08:00

I believe everyone at least once in ur life time, u have De javu before.

Many people says is a foretold of inccidents that is going to happen before and after. Well, to me, most of my De javu dreams are mostly unforeseen inccidents.

9 september morning, i dreamt tt i met wif a car accident. The //dream seems kinda real. I was in the car and somehow, the car lose control because of the brakes were not functioning at all. The car immediately crash to 2 lorries and the car got hit off the ground.

During the turning of the car, time seems so slow. I seems to have witness the whole turning process before the car actually landed four wheel in the air. All my family members had already managed to crawl out of the car, accept me. I tot i was going to die. But with the willpower to live, i managed to crawl out minutes before the car exploded.//

*BEAR IN MIND THAT ALL THESE WAS JUZ A DREAM*

But somehow, i dun feel very much comfortable the whole day. During the evening at around 7 plus, my eyelids juz kp jumping. I dunno wat does tt mean but somehow, i knew it wasn't a good thing. Ard 11 when i reached home, Shane was limping in front of me.

He met with an accident.

A SMRT taxi actually bang into his bike and he was knock down.

How can it be so coincidental??? An accident i dreamt about wasnt happening to me but to him. Perhaps, some things can't really be explain using scientific factors.

Cherrie's Wedding

2008-09-08T23:46:00.007+08:00

FINALLY~!

One of my girlfriend Cherrie is married to her beloved Julian. :) *clap hands*

Meet Ting n her boyfriend wif me n Mr Roland at Admiralty MRT station and we headed off to City Hall. Dunno like her wedding la. LOL... Heard from Yan Sheng tt she from 9am *tu* until 12pm. Haha.. Hardcore...

Did some cam-whoring while waiting for her...

Full body shot...

Half body shot...

Finally, met my dear Cherrie. *U look really gorgeous my dear girl*

Four of us and the bride

Me and Regina

Me and Fen

Me and Chantel aka. Ting

LOL... Chantel is really a very nice name. So i muz kp calling to get set in my head. *grins*

Me and Mr Roland ^^

Got to rush off to work afterthat. It was really a pity that i can't be able to took my off-day that day. Anyway, wish u and ur husband blissful forever. And faster have a baby soon. I wanna be ur baby's godma. Haha...

Wat a tiring day...

Cry all out~!

2008-09-06T16:46:00.002+08:00

I just feel so hurt....

"Stupid", "Retard" and "Go and Die" are words tt come out from his mouth. I dunno wat did i do that deserve all these. Was it because of the past? Maybe putting aside wasn't tt easy at all.

I envy couples who are still as sweet after being so long together. I admit all couples quarrel but to such an extend that do they humiliate each other? Maybe the truth is, "we aint together at all."

I juz wanna cry all out~!

I ever made a statement to one of my frenz. If every promise that a guy made were to break. And he has to be fined a dollar. At the end of the day, the richest of all would be the gals~! We'll all be billion and millionaire. Agree?

I dunno. But it's the truth.

However, not ALL guys are lidat. My girlfriend's bf maybe? I can see he's really good and sweet. Only sometimes of some mood swing i guess.

Perhaps, all good things doesn't last. Especially those that were lost once. It can never be retrieve back. The truth is always ugly. Reality is always cruel. That's life.

A new begining~

2008-09-05T01:34:00.003+08:00

Hey guys~! It's a new chapter of my life now... Juz wanna start everything right from the top... :) Many things have happened. Be it happy n tough moments... Anyway, i've spend hours doing up this blog layout and design. Specially for my ramblings of my life as well as to my gals~!!! Haha...

*Hope u gals like that.

MOre updates will be made for my welcome readers. This time round, tis blog shall all base on the most inner part of me. Yes! U gals wanted me to blog bout tt huh! So now u ve been waiting for... *Grins*